I stayed up late reading and woke up later then usual today...

I'm feeling kinda blah.

It's like I'm in a transition in my life; some friends I've had for years aren't as close to me as they once were.  God has brought in new people; but I don't like change I guess.
I mean we are still 'friends' but not like it used to be you know?

I also wonder if I'll ever break some of the bad habits I've been struggling with for awhile; if I'll ever be more then a guy living in a trailer in arizona.

I've made mistakes in the past and I don't want to make the same mistakes in the future...

Some seem to be reoccouring.  Full of blahness heh...

Sometimes I'd like to move far away and just set up shop somewhere else; but I don't think that is the answer.

Don't worry in a bit I'll be out of this blahness and back to my happy go lucky self (heh).

Just pray for me;  there is so much I want to do in this life and right now it seems I'm spinning my wheels. 

Maybe I should just get out and walk...